DAY 1

So I'm going to go ahead and to this 30 Days of Truth thing that I saw here and here.

Basically here are the 30 topics:

Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

So I guess best to start at the beginning.

Day 1: Something I Hate About Myself

I hate my inability to follow through on pretty much anything.

I don't know what it is. I just stop doing whatever productive thing I'm doing at some point or another and then fail miserably at whatever it is I was trying to do. I fail simply because I stop. I'd probably be 75% more successful at life if I didn't quit stuff all the time. Sometimes I think it's fear of success... most of the time it's fear of failure and the rest of the time I know it's just plan laziness. So yeah, that. That is something, the main thing, that I hate about myself.

 

UPDATE!!   3/23/2011  - OMG  How funny is it that I didn't follow through with this 30 days of truth???  Now that's funny.   And?  A little sad.